Monday, June 17, 2013

Shimla Calling...

 
Every few years this city calls to me....somehow I reach the same place at an important juncture of my life. Shimla or Simla whatever you may call it - is a city that has seen me growing. Having visited it so many times ... the last time I went there I promised myself that I would not return for many many years to come. But then again Shimla called to my soul and despite all my resolutions, I found myself packing and on my way to Shimla. And this time it showed me another face, touching a deep part of something within me...giving me an experience of lifetime. Maybe because I did not stay in Shimla City but Shimla district. Now why I went there, with whom and where I stayed is not what I want to share. But rather what I found there and what I felt is the reason for this blog.



My relationship with Shimla started at the tender age of 10 months(though I don't have any memories of the same), the city saw me again in my preteens, saw my rebellion during teenage, my arrogance in college, growing mature while working and hopefully saw me a little stable and finally grown up this time(Don't smile I don't guarantee this development). Over my so many visits - the city has lost its charm - I have seen so many buildings mushrooming like blots on her lovely landscape, mall road holds no attraction (though this time I went to lovely café - Embassy Café, visit it – it is an awesome place with great food and an eccentric owner), ridge looks like Karol Bagh and the whole city has you sweating so that you almost forget that you are in middle Himalayas and not Delhi. But I have also experienced the serenity of these mountains, touch of the cool breeze, light rains in summers, playing with clouds in my room, my first experience in snow, struggling in water scarcity and so in one sentence I have spent a lifetime in Shimla.

 

So this time when I heard Shimla calling - I thought not again. But as I said I got no choice. I stayed with my group at a picturesque village called Mashobra about 10 kms ahead of Shimla. A heavenly place, almost as if God had decided to make me feel alive and happy again. And guess what my phone which works even in the remotest of locations, lost connectivity totally. So there I was in a place offering me nature's best, having lost all connection with the outside world, no disturbances and a wonderful and stupendous opportunity to enjoy life and make memories for lifetime. And believe you me I had a blast . The first few hours when my phone was not working I felt almost half alive, restless and helpless - but slowly I started to enjoy the freedom of not anticipating any calls, of having no link with any worries. So maybe I needed to disconnect (with the world) to get connected (with myself). Though I never thought that I would have a good time but life surprised me again with a wonderful experience to carry in my heart forever.

 
Shimla this time wasn't about Mall Road, Ridge, Kufri, Jakhu Mandir or Green Valley. It was getting lost in unlaid trekking paths, getting wet in the untimely rain, discovering the unseen beautiful spots, walking in the mist when visibility was as low as the next step, enjoying the bonfire, sipping tea while watching the sun rise and allowing the nature to heal your soul. So Shimla or rather Mashobra was about becoming whole again and reaffirming the faith that life is worth it. And imagine having this feeling at a place which had bored me the last time I visited it. Which I thought had nothing new to offer to me.

 

So - Never say never to any place - you never know what you might miss out because of a simple NO. Travel a lot - God created the world for us to explore.

Friday, June 07, 2013

I Am

I am the one
still longing for that candy.
I am the one
still holding her dad's hand.
I am the one
still clinging to her mother's apron.
I am the one
still playing with her brother.
I am the one
busy gossiping with her friends.
I am the one
with no sense of time.
I am the one
running in the school corridors.
I am the one
sipping tea in the college canteen.
I am the one
blushing for my new crush.
I am the one
silently crying over the breakups.
I am the one
loving the freedom of her first pay.
I am the one
dreaming about the perfect mate.
I am the one
getting confused of late.
I am the one.
loving the life's uncertainties.
I am the one
hating the life's disparities
I am the one
alone yet together will all
And I am the one
of the world and still apart...

But Still as I read somewhere
I am ME and ME is unique!